Posted 2 weeks ago

News of my life so far:

- buried my uncle today - he died two days ago after a long-suffered illness;

- I’m nearly unconscious from exhaustion because of my work;

- I doodled a thing while nobody was looking, just because Clive Barker’s “Abarat” still makes me sketch stuff.

That’s it, I suppose.

Posted 2 weeks ago

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

  1. The original post only has US helplines. I've added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.
  2. Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
  3. Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
  4. LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
  5. Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
  6. Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
  7. Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
  8. Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
  9. Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
  10. Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
  11. Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
  12. Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453
  13. UK Helplines:
  14. Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail
  15. Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111
  16. Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail:
  17. Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463
  18. b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail:
  19. b-eat youthline (for under 25's with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
  20. Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail:
  21. Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600
  22. Drinkline: 0800 9178282
  23. Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail
  24. Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight
  25. India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614
  26. India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669
  27. Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7
  28. suicide hotlines;
  29. Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430
  30. Australia: 13-11-14
  31. Austria: 01-713-3374
  32. Barbados: 429-9999
  33. Belgium: 106
  34. Botswana: 391-1270
  35. Brazil: 21-233-9191
  36. China: 852-2382-0000
  37. (Hong Kong: 2389-2222)
  38. Costa Rica: 606-253-5439
  39. Croatia: 01-4833-888
  40. Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67
  41. Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908
  42. Denmark: 70-201-201
  43. Egypt: 762-1602
  44. Estonia: 6-558-088
  45. Finland: 040-5032199
  46. France: 01-45-39-4000
  47. Germany: 0800-181-0721
  48. Greece: 1018
  49. Guatemala: 502-234-1239
  50. Holland: 0900-0767
  51. Honduras: 504-237-3623
  52. Hungary: 06-80-820-111
  53. Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90
  54. Israel: 09-8892333
  55. Italy: 06-705-4444
  56. Japan: 3-5286-9090
  57. Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292
  58. Malaysia: 03-756-8144
  59. (Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)
  60. Mexico: 525-510-2550
  61. Netherlands: 0900-0767
  62. New Zealand: 4-473-9739
  63. New Guinea: 675-326-0011
  64. Nicaragua: 505-268-6171
  65. Norway: 47-815-33-300
  66. Philippines: 02-896-9191
  67. Poland: 52-70-000
  68. Portugal: 239-72-10-10
  69. Russia: 8-20-222-82-10
  70. Spain: 91-459-00-50
  71. South Africa: 0861-322-322
  72. South Korea: 2-715-8600
  73. Sweden: 031-711-2400
  74. Switzerland: 143
  75. Taiwan: 0800-788-995
  76. Thailand: 02-249-9977
  77. Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800
  78. Ukraine: 0487-327715
Posted 3 weeks ago

Два капитана 2 | Two Captains 2, 1992

a.k.a. one of the creepiest things I’ve watched instead of getting some sleep.

Posted 3 weeks ago
What is human for, “I’m not interested in you sexually, I would only love to paint you because I find you too beautiful to ignore”?…
every day of my fucked-up life.
Posted 3 weeks ago

I have to dive out of my hiatus to share THIS.
THIS is what makes me paint, dance, and bake cupcakes for a Gothic show (true story!).
I’ve been waiting over a year for this release in its proper growling quality, and…


My blog needs this like I need air.

Posted 1 month ago


And - you know, I thought it’s fair to let you know what I’m so busy with so that I can’t afford normal web communication… see, I nearly LIVE AT MY OFFICE.

The images above are what my real life looks like when it stops resembling bureaucratic Hell. These are all pieces of items I design within my office just to keep up my brand of “sane”: paper cranes, weird owls on the whiteboard, small moleskine sketches, orchids… and the last shot is what happens when my boss sneaks on me with my own camera just for the fun of that.

Stay tuned.
Have fun.
Be okay.

That’s all I can tell you right now ;3


doc a.k.a. erebusodora

Posted 1 month ago


You may bury my body
down by the highway side
So my old evil spirit
Can catch a Greyhound bus and ride

- Robert Johnson, Me and the Devil Blues

Posted 1 month ago

There are moments when I want to scream or die. I paint instead.

Posted 1 month ago


DO YOU NOW ANY OF THESE ARTISTS (I know who 9 is) ?!!?!?


Their work is being sold on etsy on these cases. 

The third one is mine, and - yes, this does feel rude, if you see what I mean.

Reblogging to spread the word for the fellow artists…

Posted 2 months ago

A quick reminder that I’m alive and kicking, if you see what I mean here.

Side note: I’ve got nearly impossible schedule until July, 24th, at the very least. So I do apologize for being a seldom seen kid these days… T_T

Posted 2 months ago

Well, since I’m being on hiatus for a while (being half-eaten by everyday routine isn’t fun, but it works for me), I feel like it’s time to share the project I’ve been working on a few weeks ago. A friend of mine, Clare Costa, asked me to develop a cover art for her new detective novel, and I was really excited to do that. Here’s the result: the book is available here.

The funny part was that I didn’t want to use any known reference for the pose, so I had to ask my boss to let me use his hands as reference… and he did, which just proves that full-time office job also contains a great team of people that forgive me for being weirder than average.

Hopefully I’ll return soon with some new art, because I’ve got about nineteen or twenty items on my “to paint” list, and I can’t wait to make those ideas real.)))

Posted 2 months ago

majestic velociraptor Titus Welliver

…OK, I needed this on my dash.


majestic velociraptor Titus Welliver

…OK, I needed this on my dash.